A Nod to Nostalgia

Why are we so nostalgic?

As with so many young men that are older in wisdom and worldly desires than they are long on chest hairs, I’ve always had a yearning to understand the past, have been drawn to the ideals and technologies of yesteryear, and have longed to experience the simpler days-gone-by.

As a photographer, I’ve attempted to explore these ideas my whole life; I’ve written about them and wrastled with them in my own ways, and I’ve looked to older gentlemen and women, mentors and teachers, to try and gleam some understanding of these emotions.

Is it just a part of the human condition? Or do some people have a deeper connection to the past? Whatever the case, I continue to learn about my fellow Earth-dwellers and myself as I travel, photograph, admire and appreciate that which came before me.


Paddling Back in Time

Boats-parked-225x300While many in the West—and across the country for that matter—are still dealing with snow and ice, and many of us are still checking off hut trips and ski days, you can bet that river outfitters are starting to look very closely at their spring calendars and taking bets on the effects of spring run-off.

For those of you who are also starting to look at the summer calendar and planning those annual float trips, here’s an outfitter that is guaranteed to offer an authentic and meaningful river experience in a slightly non-traditional way. Let me take that back – it’s actually very traditional. It’s just not your typical rubber-bumping, rapid-bashing rafting trip so many of us have become accustomed to.

As the name implies, Centennial Canoes runs Western rivers in canoes, not rafts, and it makes for an intimate, involved, and rewarding river experience that every person, family, or couple should check off the list at some point.

Marty Genereux and wife Julie bought Centennial Canoe back in 2000. The company was already 15 years old at the time and the couple had been on trips with them and simply fell in love with the idea. Now nearly 30 years old, the business pays not only their salaries, but supports a group of guides that are extremely special within the river running world.

“We have guides that have been with us for more than 20 years,” said Genereux.  “ They’re older and mature adults that have great people skills and interact well with other adults. They love introducing people to the backcountry and the outdoors, and at the end of the day, watching kids (and adults) roast marshmallows around the campfire makes it all worth it.”

“Centennial Canoe could be considered a niche business,” Genereux continued as we spoke on the banks of the Colorado River last summer. “People around the country tend to equate western rivers with big rapids and rafting. A lesser known fact are the canoe-able rivers through remote and gorgeous canyons. We offer trips on calmer rivers and leave the big-water stuff to the rafting companies.”

Instead of cheap thrills, Centennial focuses on safety, incredible scenery and great food. “Our trips are multi-day rather than the day-trips you find on the Arkansas River, in the Buena Vista area of Colorado for example,” Genereux said. “This makes for a completely different experience that includes seeing wildlife, sunsets, hiking and exploring, campfires and sleeping under the stars.”

Another differentiating factor of a Centennial Canoe trip is that the trips are “hands-on.”

“You put up your own tent, you’re welcome to help in the kitchen, and you’re welcome to carry gear or help build a fire, but it’s not required,” Genereux said. This allows guests to not only learn a few things, but to get a more authentic and involved experience out of their river trip.

“In a canoe, you’re the captain, and there’s always something to do.  It’s like riding a bike and you decide where to go and how fast.  It keeps your mind engaged and offers a challenge.  Paddling a canoe is a skill that lasts a lifetime. Kind of like an old friend that you haven’t seen in a long time,” Genereux says. “Within minutes, it all comes back to you.”


Here is a link to all Centennial trips this summer.

This summer the outfitter is offering a one-day trip on a new section of the Colorado River near State Bridge that’s ideal for first time paddlers on July 19. It will fill up fast so book now. Centennial also specializes in group trips co-sponsored by the Denver Museum of Nature and Science where participants are accompanied by scientists who engage the group on subjects such as bird watching, history, astronomy and archeology. There’s also trips focused on healing, food and beverage pairings, and wildlife. Centennial can even take you sea kayaking.


Of Artists and Athletes


How do these two seemingly divergent personalities exist in the same people so beautifully.

I’ve always been fascinated by the duality of the artist-athlete personality.

What is it that drives someone to push their physical limits, as well as their creative ones, to the extreme? And how can these two parts of life exist so perfectly in the same people?

This seeming dichotomy between the athlete and the artist was documented in the 1974 Werner Herzog film, “The Great Ecstasy of the Sculptor Steiner.”

When my buddy James Brooks recommended this film to me a number of years ago I was blessed with one of those “ah ha” moments where one realizes they are not alone in their emotionally intellectual quandaries. In this seminal short film, Herzog documents his own lifelong exploration of what he refers to as “ecstatic truth.” The film is about the famed ski jumper Walter Steiner, who shattered ski jumping (or as Steiner calls it, ski flying) records from 1970-1977 and worked during the day as a carpenter and wood carver.

The duality of his art forms as a skier and sculptor is artfully deconstructed in what Herzog called one of his most important films. The name of the film itself speaks volumes, referencing Irving Stone’s biography of Michelangelo, “The Agony and Ecstasy,” and the film work is solemn, monotone and filled with contemplative, introspective moments of both wood carving and ski jumping, intermixed with violent crashes and egotistical rants, painting the picture of this potentially conflicted personality. It made me realize I was not the only one consumed. And as the years go by, I seem to meet more and more of these arist-athletes.

“These two pursuits that at first glance seem at odds with each other really have quite a lot of similar things fueling them. The willingness to suffer, the ever-compelling jump between juxtaposing emotional states, the introspective knowledge that comes from experiencing them and the sense of accomplishment when the long sought-after route is climbed or the piece that took months to paint is completed,” said Marisa Ware, an athlete and artist who splits her time between San Francisco, Calif., where she recently completed a Master’s in illustration at the Academy of Art, and Boulder, and various climbing crags and campgrounds around the West.

“All this said, I do feel constantly torn between these two obsessions of mine. When I’m on a climbing trip surrounded by other climbers, I feel that one side of me is being wholly satisfied. I love sleeping in the back of a truck, waking in the cold morning, eating breakfast cooked on a camp stove, spending the day totally exerting myself and watching my friends do the same, all of us witnessing each other’s triumphs and defeats, then returning to camp exhausted to sit around a fire and fall asleep under the stars,” Ware said. “Yet within this partial version of my own paradise, I feel the absence of the other half,” she continued. “I don’t feel my artistic side being stimulated or nourished, so I return to the city, immerse myself in my classes, spend hours upon hours holed up in a dark room, inspired, solitary, engrossed in the workings of my own creativity,” she said.

30381_4896727895404_119619873_nAfter years of exploration and the depleting of emotions on so many levels, I know it has something to do with the need to push oneself, emotionally, physically, creatively. That truly exhaustive feeling that can only be achieved by six hours of going hard in the saddle, battling raging rapids or clinging to exposed sandstone, and also by expelling the emotions of a brutal childhood onto paper, attempting to quell an insatiable urge to tell a visual or musical story, or by photographing and printing something that speaks to who we are as human beings.

“Both pursuits require suffering,” said Ware. “All of my teachers keep reiterating that point, as does my experience. There is joy, relaxation, and meditative states involved with creating art, but those enjoyable states are balanced by frustration, vexation, and dissatisfaction. The level of determination and concentration that it takes to sit through a six-hour figure drawing class is the same that a climber needs to train for hours at the gym in preparation for whatever route they’re trying to climb.”

The life of the artist, however, doesn’t always lend itself well to the life of the athlete. Artists like to stay up late, dark emotions often lead to the best work, and this leads to the same feelings of ecstasy and depravation we get from extreme sports. So how do we find a balance?JCG_ambrotype

“I think the essential conflict here is the one we all face – striving for balance in all facets of life. The work/life dichotomy is a major struggle when you are an independent creative running your own shop,” said Tampa, Fla., based freelance photographer and adventure motorcyclist Joseph Gamble. “Riding a motorcycle forces you to attend to the present moment. Trips can require great care and planning, maintenance of the bike, reservations and permits for campsites, but when you are on the bike, pulling back the throttle, there is a real symmetry between man and machine. More importantly, you are forced to reckon with the present moment, whether you are managing rush hour traffic or bombing through a sandy trail. There is no past and no present in these moments. For me, adventure motorcycling then becomes a system reboot, a defragging of the mind.”63806_1658322897303_1174976_n

“There’s a need for aesthetic in the person that’s not dissimilar to the need for aesthetic in art. Practically speaking, I cannot do my art without being somewhat athletic…I have backpacked and hiked thousands of miles in my life to make my living from photography,” Colorado landscape photographer John Fielder explained to me. “Mind and body are symbiotic: a fit body begets a fitter mind, and a fit mind underlies the discipline needed to care about one’s body. I could not have made one tenth of the photographs I’ve made in 40 years without having remained reasonably fit and aware of my physicality and the part it plays in my life.”

Some are seemingly able to find a balance better than others. “I think that on some level, the motivation must be coming from the same fervent source, but honestly, most of the time those two aspects of myself seem pretty divided,” said Ware.

“I would say it’s in the desire to achieve perfection of form in both,” said Aspen-based cyclist, massage therapist and designer Shawn Hadley. “In athletics, as in art, that level of perfection is affected by so many different aspects, making it almost impossible without a little luck and tremendous dedication.”

“I think that being physically active in a sport is very energizing for one’s creative endeavors,” said artist-athlete Jessica Conlan-Glover, a long time mountain girl, runner, and painter. “I feel I am happier and way more positive when I am healthy in all aspects…my body, my mind, my spirit. It gives me energy to be creative and actually more productive when I sit down to a canvas to paint.”

Glover continued: “I think anyone that makes a point to replace something non-beneficial in their lives with an activity that gives them more strength and energy makes them happier and more productive in every part of their daily lives, including being a parent, spouse, employee, or even a customer. If you can take literally 20 minutes, working up to half hour, and then an hour (which is not that much out of your waking 16 to 18 hour day), one can make a notable difference in their energy level and consequently be more productive and happier. This has become a great balance in my life. I love to sit down and paint with that clear mind and motivation.”

DCIM101GOPRO“I experienced a pretty radical paradigm shift a few years ago, realizing (among many other things) that I needed to change my approach and focus my efforts,” Ware continued. “It seemed clear that if I didn’t simplify my pursuits, that I would never achieve any sort of greatness — and that motivation, perhaps, is for me the common thread between climbing and art — a desire to excel, to push myself to my own limits and witness the results. To chase genius.”

Whether it is the pursuit of genius, or a glimpse of Herzog’s ecstatic truth, there is something deep running through us all. Hopefully, in each person’s individual way, they are able to find the balance, to create, to be outdoors, be happy, and to take the risks necessary to get there.


Aaron Bible is a freelance writer and photographer and the Digital Editor of Summit Publishing. This piece was originally published in the Summit Daily News.

Photo credits:

1. The artist John Gorman competes with everything he’s got.

2. Marisa Aragon Ware working her wall skills.

3. Self portrait Ambrotype, Joseph Gamble.

4. “The Flora and Fauna of Forgetting” by Marisa Aragon Ware.

5. Joseph Gamble the athlete.